The Depths of Self-Consciousness
Lessons from “Samson’s Shadow”
Ernest W. Cockrell’s “Samson’s Shadow” explores human nature, self-awareness, and the complex relationship between internal and external forces. Through intriguing confessions from an English gentleman to his American vicar we learn about our inner selves and the effects of social conditioning, including the positive and negative roles of religion. Their deepening conversations expose unresolved feelings in both men, their vulnerabilities requiring enormous trust, occasionally involving stories from the Bible with surprising relevance to the modern mentality, even as the Church is taken to task for its own dishonesty, dogmatic religion too often leading to guilt rather than liberation. Without careful, caring support, examination of inner feelings and perceptions can cause self-doubt without benefit of new growth, leaving a person even more vulnerable to confusion and self-doubt.
Throughout their incredibly honest dialogue the two main characters reveal how inner feelings can be crippling even with well-intended motives and hopes. The novel’s thought-provoking discussions and poignant reflections unconsciously encourage readers to explore their own lives, challenging themselves to become more self-aware and to accept others who are dealing with their self-imposed limitations.
Though not overtly said, readers are encouraged to think critically of society’s expectations, including their assumptions about religion, especially differences in world views of the present time in comparison to the Bronze and Iron Ages reflected in scripture. Some readers have expressed ways the story has helped them deal with their own shadows in productive ways that eradicate long-held feelings of unworthiness and guilt.
“Samson’s Shadow” is intriguing and thought-provoking because in reflection it encourages people to explore their social assumptions and conditioning, inspiring them to explore their inner worlds which unconsciously impact so much of their feelings. Reflection can allow the inner scars of personal experience to become happy and full of meaning, impacting their relationships. Its touching, heartfelt conclusion reflects a celebration of life and its potential meaning.
